Leave the lights off by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
Leave the lights off
Can I tell you something
or will my heart be too much to take?
Can you accept who I am
or say I am nothing more than a mistake?
Will you hold my hand in sorrow
and let me deal the pain?
or will you shut me out at the last second
and say I am nothing more than a stain?
you see I am afraid to turn on the lights.
I don't want to see who I am.
My true colors would show, you wouldnt be able to stand.
Least that is what I think, because of my past.
Been beaten up for what I have done.
I have been called an ass.
Though I try so hard to be right and do believe I am at best.
I have given my all and taken the fall.
maybe I should just rest.
There isnt anything I wouldnt do by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
There isnt anything I wouldnt do
I'll be looking over you
Untill I have no more strength.
Out of the shadows,
Out of deaths embrace.
Protection will be vile
And you wont have to deal with pain.
I will take it all and then some,
Thoughts and wishes in my brain.
I can not see you at all.
But I can feel the pain.
Please never forget me
Because without you
I cant breath at all...
Stay forever close and never leave my side
Remain with me and forever I can finally
Die
Happy
If you cant reach...
Just call out my name..
And if you cant speak..
I can read your heart..
I can not see you
The pain englufs my soul
Please never forget me
Without you
I cant breath at all..
Stay forev
I need you
And cradle everything you are
I need you
Like astronomers need the stars
I need you
Like taxi drivers needs their cars
I need you
So please, tell me how far
How far I must walk.
How far I must go.
To be where you are.
Stand toe to toe.
Hold you tight in my arms.
Never to let go.
Tell me how far.
I have to go
To kiss your gentle lips
And how much to show.
Show you how much I need you.
To never let you go.
Show you how much this is true.
I need you.
I need you
Like humans need air.
I need you
Like children need love and care.
I need you.
So please, tell me how many stairs.
How far I must climb.
To be where you are.
To show you how
So, Is It Worth It? by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
So, Is It Worth It?
Y'know it really is funny when you think,
About all the time think.
Think about her and how I couldnt live without it.
But all in the end, it turns out to be shit
Leaving you feeling worthless and pointless.
Its funny when you think about it.
The mind gets over it quick but the heart stays the same.
Feeling the same emotions that brought about shame.
Constantly reminding you why you ran away
Ran away to escape the shadow of that day.
The day that made you feel all that shame.
You have someone new on your mind.
Never able to get them out no matter how hard you try.
But then you always wonder, stop and think
Does she even feel the same way?
I
How quickly life seems to change
Once stood with steady feet
and now you yourself is the one you blame
Hating no one but God for all that has done
Rotting flesh lies with this confrontation
The arms reach out and seek what they must
To enslave a new one that has gone to hush
I understand now why this had to happen
So now you take the blame
The unfair reality was too much
As the monster began to change
Those responsible have never felt so alive
Kept it in so long, everyday is a lie
Broken skin and washed up hands
You have never seemed so broken
but I still understand
Revenge must quench its thirst
It must seek out to find
Find the monste
Hail To The King Baby by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
Hail To The King Baby
Young and full of life
Though with plenty of experience,
Through hardship and strife
Nothing can get by her more
Then an opportunity to settle the score
Her brain is full of ideas
And she write what she feels in her heart
No holding back with these scars
She has been doing this from the start
You think you may know her.
But you would be wrong
First glace and think this one is weak
But she is frighteningly strong
Mindset of a women who has felt pain
She only wished to be loved.
Sometimes she may but never herd an answer
From someone way up above
Expresses herself in a way she only knows how
She hardly thinks of the future.
She lives for th
Can you forgive me? by BigBossPatriot1885, literature
Literature
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
For I have done you wrong
My mind drifted away carelessly
Without a care for you at all
Felt as if I was right
I kept holding onto myself
So tight
I drowned in myself to leave strife
Yet now look at the cause
Can you forgive me?
Can you forgive me?
I kept scratching at my past
The pieces seems to fall into place
I kept trying to become that one
Only to fall in disgrace
The actions I've done
Can you forgive me?
Can you forgive me?
If you can hear me
Just give me a sign
I need to know if you are listening
I need to know if you are fine
Is there any contact?
Any remorse?
I tried so hard
And it blew up in my face
I kept the